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I've tried for days to write something, just to sort things a little and get a handle on the current prevailing vibe, but as soon as I sit down here my mind goes blank. It feels almost too big to deal with... the massive governmental changes lurking just over the horizon... the sense of walking on eggshells around friends and family... everything in a state of flux, resulting in endless limbo. Our skies have been gray with rain lately... but there's also a general charcoaled-out mood to the rest of life as well. Beautiful friends who deserve only life's sweetness are caught in the pain and darkness of loss and grief... and I'm helpless in the face of all that, just as I am in looking at the planet's woes and knowing I can't make any of it better. These are the days that try little white-haired women's souls.
Closer to home, our Dove family is settled in and weathering the storms so far. We're increasingly worried about Snoop, though... he's tiny compared to Willie Nelson and he shivers constantly, even under his mama or daddy's feathers. We hope he'll eventually thrive, but it isn't looking good for lil' Snoop. Life is hard, dude, and nowhere is it as close to the bone as in pure raw nature.
Willie and Snoop Dove. Best bros. Hatched a day apart.
I scroll social media every day looking for "good news" stories and gentle humor because we all need it right now like a favorite teddy bear. When we least feel like smiling, we need it most. Humor and kindness make life livable because they add up to love.
So... I wrote all of the above yesterday. It's another sunny morning, and Snoop Dove is clinging to life, but just barely. Willie Nelson stays close and usually has Snoop tucked against his side or under his tail feathers, but Snoop has gotten even tinier and he shivers nonstop. David and Darlene are making themselves scarce most of the time, probably letting reality follow its own course. Willie looks big enough to fly away, so little Snoop's window is closing. Life on the planet is a fight every day, whether or not we can sense our own struggle. It's overwhelming, even without the people who do cruel things ON PURPOSE.
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